i have discovered that the cracks between lies won't tolerate me anymore--
but i think you still do

i have discovered that you may not agree with my taste in music--
but that's ok: it's mine and i like it.

i have discovered that i don't need to talk--
unless noone's there to listen

i have discovered it's okay to talk to boys--
as long as they don't think they're men.

i have discovered that i'd rather play timewasting computergames
than figure out how i feel about God, or you come to that.

i have discovered that worrying comes naturally to me--
but it's a waste of time and i'd rather it didn't.
besides, worrying about you just leaves me feeling empty, guilty and stupid.

i have discovered that the cracks between lies won't tolerate me anymore--
and i'm not sure you still do either.

i wanted to post a new deviation, but this is still in progress. it'll probably be in flux for quite a while, if it ever stabilises. truths, halftruths, honesty and trying not to take the world too seriously.